Good story.... so touching story....

I quite amaze with the sacrifice of a apple tree to his master... I love this story.... be gratefully with ur parent... their love never ending.....

KISAH POHON APEL

Suatu ketika, hiduplah sebatang pohon apel besar dan anak lelaki yang senang bermain-main di bawah pohon apel itu setiap hari. Ia senang memanjatnya hingga ke pucuk pohon, memakan buahnya, tidur-tiduran di keteduhan rindang daun-daunnya. Anak lelaki itu sangat mencintai pohon apel itu. Demikian pula pohon apel sangat mencintai anak kecil itu.Waktu terus berlalu. Anak lelaki itu kini telah tumbuh besar dan tidak lagi bermain-main dengan pohon apel itu setiap harinya.

Suatu hari ia mendatangi pohon apel. Wajahnya tampak sedih. "Ayo ke sini bermain-main lagi denganku," pinta pohon apel itu."Aku bukan anak kecil yang bermain-main dengan pohon lagi," jawab anak lelaki itu. "Aku ingin sekali memiliki mainan, tapi aku tak punya uang untuk membelinya." Pohon apel itu menyahut, "Duh, maaf aku pun tak punya uang... tetapi kau boleh mengambil semua buah apelku dan menjualnya. Kau bisa mendapatkan uang untuk membeli mainan kegemaranmu."Anak lelaki itu sangat senang. Ia lalu memetik semua buah apel yang ada di pohon dan pergi dengan penuh suka cita. Namun, setelah itu anak lelaki tak pernah datang lagi. Pohon apel itu kembali sedih.

Suatu hari anak lelaki itu datang lagi. Pohon apel sangat senang melihatnya datang. "Ayo bermain-main denganku lagi," kata pohon apel. "Aku tak punya waktu," jawab anak lelaki itu. “Aku harus bekerja untuk keluargaku. Kami membutuhkan rumah untuk tempat tinggal. Maukah kau menolongku?" "Duh, maaf aku pun tak memiliki rumah. Tapi kau boleh menebang semua dahan rantingku untuk membangun rumahmu," kata pohon apel. Kemudian anak lelaki itu menebang semua dahan dan ranting pohon apel itu dan pergi dengan gembira.Pohon apel itu juga merasa bahagia melihat anak lelaki itu senang, tapi anak lelaki itu tak pernah kembali lagi. Pohon apel itu merasa kesepian dan sedih.

Pada suatu musim panas, anak lelaki itu datang lagi. Pohon apel merasa sangat bersuka cita menyambutnya. "Ayo bermain-main lagi deganku," kata pohon apel. "Aku sedih," kata anak lelaki itu."Aku sudah tua dan ingin hidup tenang. Aku ingin pergi berlibur dan berlayar. Maukah kau memberi aku sebuah kapal untuk pesiar?" "Duh, maaf aku tak punya kapal, tapi kau boleh memotong batang tubuhku dan menggunakannya untuk membuat kapal yang kau mau. Pergilah berlayar dan bersenang-senanglah."Kemudian, anak lelaki itu memotong batang pohon apel itu dan membuat kapal yang diidamkannya. Ia lalu pergi berlayar dan tak pernah lagi datang menemui pohon apel itu.

Akhirnya, anak lelaki itu datang lagi setelah bertahun-tahun kemudian. "Maaf anakku," kata pohon apel itu. "Aku sudah tak memiliki buah apel lagi untukmu." "Tak apa. Aku pun sudah tak memiliki gigi untuk mengigit buah apelmu," jawab anak lelaki itu. "Aku juga tak memiliki batang dan dahan yang bisa kau panjat," kata pohon apel. “sekarang, aku sudah terlalu tua untuk itu," jawab anak lelaki itu. "Aku benar-benar tak memiliki apa-apa lagi yang bisa aku berikan padamu. Yang tersisa hanyalah akar-akarku yang sudah tua dan sekarat ini," kata pohon apel itu sambil menitikkan air mata."Aku tak memerlukan apa-apa lagi sekarang," kata anak lelaki. "Aku hanya membutuhkan tempat untuk beristirahat. Aku sangat lelah setelah sekian lama meninggalkanmu." "Oooh, bagus sekali. Tahukah kau, akar-akar pohon tua adalah tempat terbaik untuk berbaring dan beristirahat. Mari, marilah berbaring di pelukan akar-akarku dan beristirahatlah dengan tenang." Anak lelaki itu berbaring di pelukan akar-akar pohon.Pohon apel itu sangat gembira dan tersenyum sambil meneteskan air matanya.

Dari cerita diatas dapat kita tarik kesimpulan, bahwa ini adalah cerita tentang kita semua. Pohon apel itu adalah orang tua kita. Ketika kita muda, kita senang bermain-main dengan ayah dan ibu kita. Ketika kita tumbuh besar, kita meninggalkan mereka, dan hanya datang ketika kita memerlukan sesuatu atau dalam kesulitan.Tak peduli apa pun, orang tua kita akan selalu ada di sana untuk memberikan apa yang bisa mereka berikan untuk membuat kita bahagia. Anda mungkin berpikir bahwa anak lelaki itu telah bertindak sangat kasar pada pohon itu, tetapi begitulah cara kita memperlakukan orang tua kita

Sedihhhhhh.............

Personality Test.... buruan coba oiii....

I'm nothing to do-liao..... and I try to check abt my personality. One of my friend, give me the link. Than I'm wanna test how accurate the test. But honestly I'm not trust 100% but at least after I taken a few test. I found that this personality test almost accurate with my personality. It's can say... around 60-70% true. Friendz, let try to check it whether is correct with your character or not. It's not harm to try mah.... gratis koq.... coba aze.....

Please go through this link:

” http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx“,

Chayoooo.... Kampateh......


Ini hasil test gue...... jgn di tertawain yo..... ;-)



Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. ______________________________

Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

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You desire a love that will last forever.
You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.



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Bright and Cheerful

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.



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You value your friendships: 85%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.



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Your man is a lot of fun to be with.
His talk is charming and because of this he always seems to be surrounded by girls. You'll just have to live with this and not let it bother you. If you let him know you're jealous, it's likely that he would turn his back on you without too many second thoughts. To be with him, you have to give him plenty of room to move, trust him, and allow him to be independent. You should also remember to be independent yourself. He enjoys going out to parties and likes you to have fun along with him too, so make the most of his love of life.



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Nosy Level: 80%
You have a wild and crazy imagination, and this can lead you to being very nosy as you strive to check out whether your theories are true. You get very occupied with your own thoughts and create fantastic stories out of the things that you think are happening in people's lives. It might be a good idea to concentrate more on your own life.



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You are a jealous person
but you try not to let it showYou often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.



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How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?You tend to adopt traditional roles of a fine woman. You listen to what your husband tell you attentively and enjoy being guided and led by him.



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How will you choose your Mr Right?
You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.

Who will be your future Mr Right?
Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.

When will you get married?
You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.

What sort of wife will you be?
You are a bit tricky. You might pretend to be a sensitive and caring wife in his eyes, but you'll be ready to laugh at him behind his back and eventually you may even leave him for another man.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?
You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?
Your kids will be very naughty. They will often get into trouble but you will have a great time bringing these fun-loving kids up. They are lively and smart.

How loyal are you?
You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.



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You are ambitious.
Your husband is likely to be a well educated and well-to-do. He should also have a secure job and succeed in his career. You do not care much what others think of you. You choose the man who adores you. You always dress well without caring how much you have to spend on your clothes. You are embraced with wealth.



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The Mass Communicator
You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.



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Although you are emotional, you have full control of behavior. Being patient is your unique quality.



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This the result of my personality test. Correct or not? please comment me......

It's seem real to me..... hahahahahaa......

take a Bow by Leona Lewis

Today is my first day at office after vacation for a week. A lot.. a lot... a lot... of email need to read. I received an email sent by pakcik "T". Including MP3 song and lyric. After I listen the song.... wah... keren bok... it's not bad.... ;-)

Take a Bow by Leona Lewis

The flowers are faded now, along with your letters
They will never see the light of day, cause I'll never take them out
There's no turning back, it's for the better
Baby I deserve more then empty words and promises
I believed every thing you said, and I gave you the best I had

So take a bow, 'cause you've taken everything else
You played the part, like a star you played it so well
Take a bow, 'cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love, all you gave me was pretend, so now take a bow

The future's about to change, before you know it,
The curtain closes, take a look around,
There's no one in the crowd, I'm throwing away the pain,
And you should know that your preformance made me strong enough

So take a bow, 'cause you've taken everything else
You played the part, like a star you played it so well
Take a bow, 'cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love, all you gave me was pretend, so now take a bow

Well it must have been slight of hand, 'cause I still can't understand
Why I could never see, just what a fool believes
But the lies they start to show, tell me how does it feel to know, right now
That I wont be around, so baby before what happenes

Take a bow, 'cause you've taken everything else
You played the part, like a star you played it so well
Take a bow, 'cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love, all you give me was pretend, so now take a bow

Let go to Jakarta..... my flight 16.45PM (27/02/09)

Just comeback from clinic, to get MC letter. Ready to packing my things to bring Jkt. Here I come Jakarta..... ;-) waitttttt for me.....

Light On by David Cook

David Cook - “Light On”

Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving

(Chorus)
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

You know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in

[Chorus]

Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along

[Chorus]

I really love this song.... broken heart song.

Never really said too much... afraid it wouldn't enough.... it's true. How ever so many words that comeout from our mounth to express our feeling. It's never be enough. People wont understand at all. Especialy him which hurt us so much.... He wont feel how the way we feel. If he know, he wont done such painfull things to us. He will think twice before he do such stupid things. This show that his action can show what is inside his heart. Unfaithful, unrighteous, unmature, unhonesty, betrayer and selfish ambition. He was fall into his desire and lust. He was in the darkside... he try to run away from the light...... I wish one day, God will show him the way to back to the light..... repeant from his sins..... but not sure when? may be next year, the next 2o years.... Dont know-lah..... Its back to the person willing to change and accept God in his life. I just surrender to God. Only God got autority to change people. If u asking me... do I really disappointed? of course... "YES" the person that I use to love more than myself, never appriciate me and he dont love him self. It's hurt.....

What can I do?

David Cook sure answer: "Just try to keep your spirit up, when there's no point in grieving" A tousand words can't be heal my pain, the wounds still there stick in my heart. So please dont upset, and no point in grieving... wake up and move on ninie.....

Ninie chayoooo.... kampathe..... kamu bisa.....

This afternoon I will back to country. Back to Jakarta, one of the nice place in this world. Meet my sister, my brother, my niece, my mom and my friends. If I feel lonely and empty. Sure Jakarta is one of the healing place for me. To receive many blessing and love from my family and my friends. May this trip.... can heal my pain. It's be 2 months, I try to accept the reality of life. This the time for holiday...... May God bless my holiday with many good news, happiness and joy....

C ya KL.... I will back another 1 week. I will bring many good news. Sure.....

Cinta Diujung Jalan by Agnes Monica

Lagu ini bagus banget.... lagu yg latar belakangnya cuma di temanin gitar doank. Suara Agnes Monica merdu banget.... dia nyanyi nya penuh perasaan. At least aku ngerti apa yg ingin dia sampaikan dan aku ngerti gimana rasanya. Ya kami sama2 patah hati.... berjuang utk bertahan....
ketika kita coba bangkit kembali dan berusaha utk tegar....
Setiap kata yg keluar dari bibir , lain dgn hati
Berusaha tersenyum but hati menagis... (terluka, hati terasa teriris-iris)
Cinta udah di ujung jalan.... (udah berakhir dan tak terselamatkan lagi)
Kita sangat mengenal org yg kita cintai.... kita cinta dgn sepenuh hati...
Tapi org yg kita cintai tak pernah mengerti kita....
Ketika kita senang or sedih... dia tak mau tahu....
kita sangat mengenal org tersebut....
tapi org itu tidak mau pengertian dan mengenal kita...
Malah mencari alasan dan kesalahan kita..
dan mengabaikan kita.....
dan mecampakkan kita......
mencari org lain utk mengisi posisi kita di dlm kehidupannya.....
terasa terabaikan dan tak berharga.....

So sad right????

Hmmmn.................



Cinta Diujung Jalan - Agnes Monica

Setiap tetes air mataku
Telah kuberikan untuk kisahku
Mengerti tapi tak dimengerti
Cintaku tlah diujung jalan

Setiap kata dari bibirku
Kadang tak sama dalam hatiku
Tersenyum dalam hati menangis
Cintaku tlah diujung jalan

Aku sangat mengenalmu
Aku juga cintaimu..
Tapi kau tak pernah ada pengertian
Ku senang,ku sedih
Kau tak mau tahu

Aku sangat mengenalmu
Dulu kau tak begitu
Kau bintang di hatiku
Jadilah yang kumau
Ku senang,ku sedih
Kau ada denganku

Ku mengerti kau apa adanya
Begitupun yang kumau darimu
Kau tahu rasanya diabaikan
Cintaku telah diujung jalan

Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu(cobalah sejenak mengerti)

Aku cinta banget ama lagu ini...... I'm become the fans of Kerispatih.... lagu-lagu group band ini sungguh puitis dan menyayat hati... Ya kisah lagu ini spt kisah hidup aku akhir-akhir ini. Gimana rasa sakit hati aku ini, terkhianati cinta. Padahal aku udeh berusaha semaksimal mungkin untuk belajar utk mencintai dan berada di sisi dia. Tapi dia menyakitku.. krn cinta nya bukan hanya untuk ku.. tapi cintanya terbagi 3... untuk 3 wanita. Gimana sakitnya??? sanggupkan engkau menahan sakit nya... terkhianati cinta yg kau jaga.... Dia menutup aib dan dosanya... dgn mengunakan alasan kalo itu semua karena perbedaan kami. Perbedaan agama dan latar belakang keluarga. Dengan membeberkan semuanya ke org-org sekitar kami. Menjelek-jelekan nama aku.
Ya Tuhan.... apa yg selama ini aku perbuat utk dia ngak cukup, udeh nyakiti hati ku dan sekarang menjelek-jelekan nama ku. Dia kira semua org buta kali... gimana dia bermain dengan dosa dia. Stay together ama cewek Iran... nginap di rmh cewek itu. Org juga punya mata. Melihat dia mondar mandir rmh cewek itu, pelukan ama cewek Iran.

Hidup-hidup......(nini mengusap dada)....
Kadang org menyalahin org lain atau mengunakan alasan utk menutupi dosa nya. So childish........ sangat-sangat tdk dewasa.... terlalu kekanak-kanakan. Ngapain di tutup-tutupin kalo itu udeh kenyataan. Apa yg harus di maluin... berani berbuat, berani bertanggungjawab donk. Itu yg menbuat aku sebel 1/2 mati..... Ya untuk saat ini aku belajar bersabar. Mungkin Tuhan menguji kesabaran ku.... lebih baik diam seribu bahasa. Seperti pepatah mengatakan "Diam itu adalah emas".
Ya kita lihat aza nanti.... ampe kapan kesabaran itu bertahan. Kalo terus-terus nama aku di jelekan... ya hadapi aze... tantang langsung, apa sich mau dia... ngak cukup nich nyiksa aku.. mau ampe kapan jelekin nama aku? Selagi kita di jalan Tuhan, apa sich takut nya.... Tuhan akan memihak mrk yg berdiri di dalam DIA. Tak kan aku terjatuh oleh org yg ingin menjatuhkan aku.. krn tangan Tuhan sanggup menompang aku..... Dia akan selalu melindungi aku.... Dia tidak akan membiarkan aku terus-terus di cela org. Pasti celaan itu akan berbalik ke org tersebut. Kita lihat aza nanti.... ;-)

Ninie cha yooo... just focus on your life.... peduli ama dgn hidup dia.... the past is the past.... must see future..... The hope still there, if your work hard to get it. :-) Tuhan selalu ada utk mrk yg berusaha. Amen......


Kerispatih - Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu

Aku Memang Terlanjur Mencintaimu
Dan Tak Pernah Ku Sesali Itu
Seluruh Jiwa Telah Ku Serahkan
Menggenggam Janji Setiaku

Kumohon Jangan Jadikan Semua Ini
Alasan Kau Menyakitiku
Meskipun Cintamu Tak Hanya Untukku
Tapi Cobalah Sejenak Mengerti

Reff:
Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu
Sanggupkah Engkau Menahan Sakitnya
Terkhianati Cinta Yang Kau Jaga

Coba Bayangkan Kembali
Betapa Hancurnya Hati Ini Kasih
Semua Telah Terjadi

Back To Reff:

Aku Memang Terlanjur Mencintaimu